We Belong Together

I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Guess I didn’t know you
Guess I didn’t know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
There ain’t nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
There ain’t nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together

When you left I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
There ain’t nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together

Don't Forget About Us

Don't forget about us
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
My baby, boy...

Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby (yeah)

Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about

Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

Oh they say
That you're in a new relationship
But we both know
Nothing comes close to
What we had, it perseveres
That we both can't forget it
How big we used to did it

There's only one me and you
And how we used to shine
No matter who you go through
We are one, that's a fact
That you can't deny
So baby we just can't let
The fire pass us by
Forever we'd both regret it
So don't forget about

Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

And if she's got your head all messed up now
That's the trickery
She'll wanna have like you know how this lovin' used to be
I bet she can't do it like me
She'll never be MC

Baby don't you, don't you forget about us

Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go

When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us.

Something to Ponder

Lee Ann Womack- "The Fool"

You don’t know me but I know who you are
Mind if I sit down
Do I look familiar if I don’t well I should
I’m sure you’ve seen me around
I know you’ve probably heard my name
Though we’ve not been introduced
I’m the fool in love with the fool
Who’s still in love with you

If you’ve got a minute I’ll buy you a drink
I’ve got something to say
It might sound crazy but last night in his sleep
I heard him call out your name
This ain’t the first time he’s done it before
And it’s hard to face the truth
I’m the fool in love with the fool
Who’s still in love with you

I know love is a fragile thing
And I’m trying hard to make it last
But it ain’t easy holding on to my dream
When he’s holding on to the past

Just one more thing before I go
I’m not here to put you down
You don’t love him and that’s a fact
Girl I’ve seen you around
But you hold his heart in the palm of your hand
And it’s breaking mine in two
’cause I’m the fool in love with the fool
Who’s still in love with you

I’m the fool in love with the fool
Who’s still in love with you

Love this song...

You say its been too long
since you had some
You say I turn you on
like a fire that's burning inside
You think that I'm the one
You see in your dreams
I know what you mean yeah
It's creepin around in your head
me holding you down in my bed
You don't have to say a word
I'm convinced you want this
Chorus:
Baby you know I can give it to you
I can't deny you do it right
Just let me know and I'll give it to you
Just show me where, I'll take you there
Baby you know that I'll give it to you
Your body needs a man like me
Anything goes when I give it to you
You know without a doubt, I'll turn you out
I'll give it to you
The feeling is fine, giving you everything of mine
(Verse 2)
I'm the place to be
and soon, you'll see
I don't care who leads
As long as we move horizontally
Anyone can make you sweat
But I, can keep you wet
It's creepin around in my head
Me holding you down in my bed
I can't wait to give you some
I'm convinced you need it
Chorus
It's creepin around in my head
Me holding you down in my bed
You don't have to say a word
Just relax, I'll do the work
I can't wait to give you some
I'm convinced you need one
Chorus
I want to satisfy your every wish and mine baby
I know just what you need,(you need)to get you off
No one could ever do you like I do you right baby
There's nothing we can't do.....
The feeling is fine giving you everything of mine

Meaningful song lyrics...

Random song lyrics that I like, or that have some meaning to me...not whole songs, just bits and pieces...

Sugarland, "Something More"

Monday, hard to wake up
Fill my coffee cup, I'm out the door
Yeah, the freeway's standing still today
It's gonna make me late, and thats for sure
I'm running out of gas and out of time
Never gonna make it there by nine

[Chorus:]
There's gotta be something more
Gotta be more than this
I need a little less hard time
I need a little more bliss
I'm gonna take my chances
Taking a chance I might
Find what I'm looking for
There's gotta be something more

Five years and there's no doubt
That I'm burnt out, I've had enough
So now boss man, here's my two weeks
I'll make it short and sweet, so listen up
I could work my life away, but why?
I got things to do before die

[Repeat Chorus]

Some believe in destiny, and some believe in fate
I believe that happiness is something we create
You best belive that I'm not gonna wait
'Cause there's gotta be something more

I get home 7:30 the house is dirt, but it can wait
Yeah, 'cause right now I need some downtime
To drink some red wine and celebrate
Armageddon could be knocking at my door
but I ain't gonna answer thats for sure.
There's gotta be something more!

Boring Surverys....

Found this on a friends site...decided I wanted to fill it out (boredom) so here goes...

9 lasts:
Last dollar spent: Sonic hamburger
Last beverage: coca-cola
Last Movie: Freedomland
Last phone call: Josh
Last song played: Dirty little secret
Last bubble bath: haha... a long, long time
Last time you cried: Not sure...
Last thing you ate: nasty vegetarian meat....gross

8 have you evers.
Have you ever dated a best friend: yes
Have you ever skinny dipped: no
Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: yes
Have you ever lost someone you loved: Yes
Have you ever been dumped: yes
Have you ever been drunk and threw up: I am 21...what do you think?
Have you ever ran away: no

7 states you've been to.
1. New York
2. Florida
3. Missouri
4. Minnesota
5. Georgia
6. South Carolina
7. Michigan


6 things you've done today:
1. Tivo
2. Chat
3. watched will and grace
4. texted some people
5. nothing
6. NCAA tournament

5 of your favorite things in no order.
1. being enveloped in music
2. learning about interesting things
3. kool-aid / tropical punch
4. excitement at work
5. sleep

4 people you talked to today..
1. Ben
2. Jason
3. Michael
4. Josh

3 things that make you smile.
1. getting mail from fun people.
2. Jon Stewart
3. my family

2 things you want to do before you die.
1. sky-diving
2. feel satisfied with life

1 thing that you cannot live without
1. electricity... I need my internet and tivo

21!!!!

So I am finally 21!! Because most of my friends are in their mid twenties, this is a huge deal for me. My actual birthday was wednesday the 8th. Because most of my friends were taking finals or midterms and getting ready for spring break, I did not want a big deal on my actual birthday. However, I did have a little party and my friends' Michael and Ben's apartment. It was a nice small party and thanks to all who atteneded and do not feel bad if you weren't invited. I did not invite many. We had ice cream cake from coldstone and just sat around shooting the shit. It was good times.

Tonight I am going to Cincinnati's newest gay club, adonis, for my offical "party" celebration. My friend Ben is driving me so I can get wasted :). I am meeting a few people there for my birthday and it should be a good time! So, if you are reading this and wanna come out, see you there!! :)

In addition, I have tons of things going on in my life now. Kind of nuts really. Looks as though pretty soon I am going to be moving into Michael and Ben's townhouse in Oxford. Need to so I can save some money and etc for school. But it is a nice place and bigger than what I have now, so that is a plus. :)

Tonight I am going to a Miami hockey game. Should be fun as it is a playoff game with some Michigan school. Then it is off to the club. Saturday is still up in the air, but we shall see. Sunday we may take a trip to a casino in Indiana....trying to hit all the 21 and over things in one weekend ;). But I am sure I will have stories about tonight later.

Life and Love

So, for my first real post, I shall write about how I feel about love. Someone asked me once, Have you ever been in love? I really had to think hard about that one. I have certainly liked and cared for the boyfriends I have had. However, I cannot, even looking back, say for sure if I ever loved them. I guess I have to ask myself, what is love? This is totally gay, but a Celine Dion song I have found kind of says what I think love is........here are the lyics.

Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your heart's shooting stars
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been so in love

Have you ever walked on air
Ever felt like you were dreamin'
When you never thought it could
But it really feels that good
Have you ever been so in love

Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your heart's shooting star
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been in love, have you...

The time I spentWaiting for something that was heaven-sent
When you find it don't let go,I know
Have you ever said a prayer
And found that it was answered
All my hope has been restored
And I ain't looking anymore
Have you ever been so in love, have you...

Some place that you ain't leavin'
Somewhere you're gonna stay
When you finally found the meanin'
Have you ever felt this way

Hmmm....I don't think so.... :-\

To Begin......

So I decided to be like everyone else and have my own little blog space. I am not sure how much I will actually post on here or what I would want to be public anyway. lol. However, I can say I am looking for a roomate for me here pretty soon. Somewhere in the Nati that isnt outrageous in cost.

Well I just wanted to get this started, I'm sure I wil post more later...